why are there followers on this blog when i barely update it? LOL
anyways, i'm just here to say that i'll be moving back into the lovely gates of lyricalsteps soon. i've been gone from writing for far too long.

thank you for reading :)

smiled

was walking home from the LRT yesterday,
and this group of little boys were playing badminton outside their house.

wei aku nak jadi Lin Dan ah, Lin Dan power

takpe, aku nak jadi Lee Chong Wei, dia lagi terrer

i smiled to myself because the kids were all Malay and Indian.
it doesn't make sense to you, but somehow, it did to me

i learnt something

when you really believe in yourself,

you don't have to bring other people down.

-Quinn Fabray

can't fight this feeling

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blogging from the computer lab. hello hello!


so far, college has been awesome. i really love it here at HELP. the people here are great and the environment is great too. i actually, never thought that i would end up in this college. i mean, when i was young, all i wanted to do was to go overseas. eh, don't tell me you never dreamed k.  i know that i've only been here for two weeks but if i were to recommend anyone a college, i'd say come here. :))


i'm not able to update often because my home internet crashed.
and MY TUMBLR PAGE IS DYING OMGGGGGGGG


i'll be back soon :)
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dancing with myself

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i'm starting to question my action of stopping lyricalsteps months ago.
i knew very well that i simply loved writing my mind out whenever i could, thus being an active blogger who updates so often that i don't understand how people can bother to read.


so velvetpapers has been existing for a while now.
yet, i have written nothing satisfactory. well, to me lah.
i won't say that i have became inspirationless; but i have definitely lost a little grip of that feeling of being touched emotionally easily. and the thought of it and its possibility scares me.

then i begin wondering as well;

maybe it was necessary that i took a break from writing.

i'm in a new place, in a new and almost empty mind.

i will be beginning a new journey; college. in exactly one week.

maybe it was good that i detached myself from the old page.

i'm ready to start new.

and i'm ready to defy gravity.

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keep me hanging on

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i was actually going to write something very serious.
but i let it go.
and decided to just write about my day today, in simple.


watched Harry Potter with the best friend, had some soup, went out for a cycle and a jog with the dog together. :)


its the simplest happy things like these that i should be spending more of my time treasuring, instead of thinking of the less important things in life that i usually waste time depressing about. thank you for making me simply happy :))
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there's a reason why i'm not finishing 'my priority' as fast as you want it.
BECAUSE ITS NOT OF MY DAMN PRIORITY, WOMAN.

its not what i want.

its what YOU want. and what YOU need. 

please, please, please stop bugging.

i do know when i will finish it.

go on and say that we don't care about you.
truth is, you don't even care about us.
you don't care about what i really want,
so why should i care about you and your selfish needs?
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